There is absolutely no reason why this post should be on here since there is absolutely nothing fascinating about the contents but hey! I’ve decided this is what I want to post today. I’m feeling very foodie. 

What’s in my fridge?

• apples
• pears
• carrots
• lemons
• milk
• cheese
• tomatoes
• okra
• bowl of spinach soup
• bowls of onions and chilli mix
• sweet peppers
• dried fish
• ketchup 
• mayo

SO that’s all that’s in my fridge. 

Bye.

xx

fusionkelvar:

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Today I started to think about death and how I would feel in that moment when I knew it was the end. I questioned if I would think about the loved ones I was leaving behind, or if I’d be happy about going. I wondered if I’d beg for more time to repent and do righteous good deeds. 

It somehow surprised me that in all the deep thought, I hadn’t really pondered on how  it would come about. I have heard people talk about a painful death, death in their sleep, foreseeable death from long term illnesses and more. I don’t really have much of an opinion on the manner in which death approaches me. 

I’m very concerned about my readiness for it though. A few years ago when I was in high school, I could confidently say I wasn’t scared of death. I wasn’t scared of darkness or the possibility of evil in the world. I just took everything as it came and honestly felt that if death came to me, it simply was the time and that I was almost always ready (spiritually) for it. 

Nowadays, I can’t say I feel entirely the same though. I feel like I have a lot to do which is probably very bad. It is important to accept that it can come whenever. That I could walk out of my room right now and either get shot or simply slump to the ground. Please don’t be scared by this piece. It was simply the product of a thought process leading from the question - am I a righteous person right now? More importantly, am I actively seeking to be righteous? Or am I waiting to be ‘older’ or ‘25’ or ‘become a graduate’?

In my experiences of death and the way people have handled it around me, I noticed that many of the people that surround me perceive death as something that will come to them one day in the relatively far future. And even though, it reminds them that people will be gone just that much sooner than we expect, none of us really accept that it could come in the very next second to one or even all of us.

In my pursuit of happiness, faith and righteousness, I find that the reminder of death really does help to put things back into focus. What is really important as opposed to urgent? What is it I need to be doing right now that I’m waiting till the next minute to do? 

I hope that this piece helps you reflect on the true situation of things in your life. Not merely to make you discard of goals but to make you review your path and give you that motivation to get on with doing what is really important. 

God help us all.

x